Little things...I've mostly heard stories, but sometimes those are just as bad. And after last week I don't know if I mind not seeing monsters up close yet. [ sometimes...you go on a mission and fight a big monster and almost die. and it is not fun. ]
It's weird to think that they all just live there among everybody else. Like...you can just go outside and run into stuff. Tokyo's not like that. [ well. not the aini tokyo. who knows about other tokyos, honestly. ]
...I shouldn't have said yes to it, I guess, but I did. It didn't feel right to say no and even if I had someone else would've had to go in my place and that's not fair either.
[ and meat. lots and lots of meat. ]
All the more reason people like you know how to fight, right? Probably easier to defend yourself when you know what you're doing. [ not to mention when you can just light things on fire. ] It's busy, and sometimes there's some pretty terrible stuff that happens but for the most part it's pretty peaceful. The only real monsters are the people sometimes.
[ okay edgelord. but well. it's true. people get murdered, sometimes those murderers make big plans for mass genocide, etc. ]
[ SHOMA SAID YES... I'M GONNA RATSHAKE HIM... diluc's expression doesn't show, but he thinks it's unfortunate because LITERALLY ANYONE ELSE WOULD'VE HAPPILY TAKEN HIS PLACE YEAH ]
It isn't fair either way.
[ no one should have to go through that.
but anyhow, he nods in agreement—not everyone learns how to fight, and not everyone should have to. diluc is someone who wants to, and feels he's well-suited to the task. ]
...That's unfortunate, but I understand what you mean. A beast can only act on its instincts. A person, at some point, makes a decision to shed their humanity.
[ look he's already had an argument with someone about how he could and should have said no. he knows!! but :( ]
It's not. At least this time we knew ahead of time instead of being pulled into an anomaly like before. That one was bad for other reasons. [ but nevertheless. he focuses on the second point instead, because he does think diluc understands this a little, too. ]
Exactly. With beasts you know what to expect for the most part, because their instincts only manifest in a few ways. Usually for survival. With humanity though...every now and then you think you've seen the worst of it, but then someone else can come along and surprise you. I think that's the part that's the hardest. [ ... ] Luckily right now we've stopped some terrible things from happening and terrible people have been deal with. We're in a safe and peaceful period again.
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It's weird to think that they all just live there among everybody else. Like...you can just go outside and run into stuff. Tokyo's not like that. [ well. not the aini tokyo. who knows about other tokyos, honestly. ]
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...I heard a bit about it from Keith. I'm sorry you were put through that.
[ something about fighting deranged prisoners and a giant flesh monster... ]
For better or worse. It makes travel quite arduous at times, and even the city is under threat of attack on occasion.
Is your home a peaceful place, then?
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[ and meat. lots and lots of meat. ]
All the more reason people like you know how to fight, right? Probably easier to defend yourself when you know what you're doing. [ not to mention when you can just light things on fire. ] It's busy, and sometimes there's some pretty terrible stuff that happens but for the most part it's pretty peaceful. The only real monsters are the people sometimes.
[ okay edgelord. but well. it's true. people get murdered, sometimes those murderers make big plans for mass genocide, etc. ]
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It isn't fair either way.
[ no one should have to go through that.
but anyhow, he nods in agreement—not everyone learns how to fight, and not everyone should have to. diluc is someone who wants to, and feels he's well-suited to the task. ]
...That's unfortunate, but I understand what you mean. A beast can only act on its instincts. A person, at some point, makes a decision to shed their humanity.
[ both are terrible in different ways. ]
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It's not. At least this time we knew ahead of time instead of being pulled into an anomaly like before. That one was bad for other reasons. [ but nevertheless. he focuses on the second point instead, because he does think diluc understands this a little, too. ]
Exactly. With beasts you know what to expect for the most part, because their instincts only manifest in a few ways. Usually for survival. With humanity though...every now and then you think you've seen the worst of it, but then someone else can come along and surprise you. I think that's the part that's the hardest. [ ... ] Luckily right now we've stopped some terrible things from happening and terrible people have been deal with. We're in a safe and peaceful period again.