Naixatloz. It's an organization that follows...a pretty specific worldview of reality. Mostly that the whole world is a simulation that's meant to be torn apart. Naix's goal was to find the seams of the false world, rip them apart, and reach moksha. Uh. Enlightenment, basically, to the real, true world.
[ he does kind of think guy is prying, but considering the memory was on display he can't really say much about it. ]
Thought about it a little more, decided maybe their way of thinking wasn't for me after all. [ again, vague. ] ...at the time it'd been perfect and an explanation for things I couldn't solve myself. But that changed after a little more time.
Yeah. It was sort of the normal progression of realizing that the way they believed this wasn't really what I wanted to follow anymore. So I left and started doing things myself.
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[ this sounds a bit like a cult, but guy doesn't say as much ]
And you used to be part of them? Why?
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Because I believed in their ideology when I first heard about it.
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Thought about it a little more, decided maybe their way of thinking wasn't for me after all. [ again, vague. ] ...at the time it'd been perfect and an explanation for things I couldn't solve myself. But that changed after a little more time.
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[ but this is pretty vague, guy is unsure if he wants to try pressing or not ]
That nothing in the world was real? It was all just a simulation?
[ that was perfect and an explanation? ]
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Yeah, I can understand that.
[ a form of denial, which is a natural way to protect yourself. he thinks about luke. ]
But you decided to change your point of view on your own, right?
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