[ why the fuck would you challenge an 18 year old boy who's already so full of anger and spite????????????????
because that's what it is. this started when shoma was nine, and things were slowly taken away from him bit by bit. first it was something manageable. then it became a little more complicated. then he lost his agency, his body and a chance at living a normal life and growing up even remotely okay. it's been six years of fighting off the urge to just die, actually, but a few factors keep him tethered to life. spite is a good one of them.
so all of this is to say that this kind of lands in the worst way possible. he has no intentions of using anything other than scien's brain in whatever ways he can.
...true enough, i guess. ]
I don't think there's anything I can do here except ask questions and develop theories and ideas on my own. But if it's possible...if I can take that research back and maybe look into it further...
[ he'd resigned himself to this fate a while ago is the thing. he'd accepted he would never age, cursed with eternal life and youth, and everyone he loved and still had left would eventually age out and die before he ever got that far. he'd never thought about actually trying to find a way to reverse it until he met someone who had simlar knowledge. and of course, he'd love to tell chikara horadori to fuck off. ]
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because that's what it is. this started when shoma was nine, and things were slowly taken away from him bit by bit. first it was something manageable. then it became a little more complicated. then he lost his agency, his body and a chance at living a normal life and growing up even remotely okay. it's been six years of fighting off the urge to just die, actually, but a few factors keep him tethered to life. spite is a good one of them.
so all of this is to say that this kind of lands in the worst way possible. he has no intentions of using anything other than scien's brain in whatever ways he can.
...true enough, i guess. ]
I don't think there's anything I can do here except ask questions and develop theories and ideas on my own. But if it's possible...if I can take that research back and maybe look into it further...
[ he'd resigned himself to this fate a while ago is the thing. he'd accepted he would never age, cursed with eternal life and youth, and everyone he loved and still had left would eventually age out and die before he ever got that far. he'd never thought about actually trying to find a way to reverse it until he met someone who had simlar knowledge. and of course, he'd love to tell chikara horadori to fuck off. ]
Understood.