Yeah. It's...[ he rubs his face. ] ...it's hard to just stop even when a trial's finished. If that makes sense. Like even though we've solved things there's still a lot left so I always keep going without a lot of solutions.
Especially since it doesn't even end after trial. There's still everything tomorrow, too, and that's always a surprise each week. [ ... ] I don't know, Shu. I get that I'm sort of telling you stuff you already know but...
[ sometimes it's nice to also braindump on someone else who gets it. ]
There's a reason they say venting's good for your mental health.
[ bottle it up and you implode. ]
It all sucks. We don't even know who's going to be dragged into it this week, but we lost both Sheba and Shouxue last week. We have no idea what could happen.
I'm not great at either of those, shockingly. [ dry. he does not think this is shocking. ]
Yeah...we don't know if it'll register as an execution again or if Dion's just going to be dead already or what. I don't like not knowing it can be something else completely unexpected and there's nothing we can do to stop that.
And yet it needs to be said, just in case something out there really is listening to us. [ ... ] But if you're that worried, we can keep that between us.
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[ sometimes it's nice to also braindump on someone else who gets it. ]
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[ bottle it up and you implode. ]
It all sucks. We don't even know who's going to be dragged into it this week, but we lost both Sheba and Shouxue last week. We have no idea what could happen.
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Yeah...we don't know if it'll register as an execution again or if Dion's just going to be dead already or what. I don't like not knowing it can be something else completely unexpected and there's nothing we can do to stop that.
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... I guess we'll just have to hope for something simple, like with Rosamund and Eunhyuk. Which is kinda fucked up, saying it out loud like that.
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I’m not worried. But someone’ll probably have an issue with it, even if it was the simplest of outcomes.
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[ and we can probably wrap this becksy to keep current <3 ]