[ yeah but you're dying so he can still run away if you don't confront him, thanks!

but ah... ]

You know my circumstances, Dion. I'm going to be alive for a very, very long time if I never find a way to fix this. The idea of having that much time and such a long future ahead is a little scary, especially knowing it'll be longer than others'.

[ it's a horrifying and somewhat lonely concept to think about the future and how someday it will be empty of the people he loves. ]

But if you want to think more positively, I guess that also means more time to accomplish better things. That part's not so bad.