...I shouldn't have said yes to it, I guess, but I did. It didn't feel right to say no and even if I had someone else would've had to go in my place and that's not fair either.

[ and meat. lots and lots of meat. ]

All the more reason people like you know how to fight, right? Probably easier to defend yourself when you know what you're doing. [ not to mention when you can just light things on fire. ] It's busy, and sometimes there's some pretty terrible stuff that happens but for the most part it's pretty peaceful. The only real monsters are the people sometimes.

[ okay edgelord. but well. it's true. people get murdered, sometimes those murderers make big plans for mass genocide, etc. ]