[ sorry, the cat ears have sprouted back and are sticking out from around his headphones. sometimes these things just happen when you're very intrigued and curious about topics. swiveling. ]
...I spoke with some of the crew, actually. I've been working under the idea that maybe it was the nanites that were doing this, but a few of them tested their own on Thursday and didn't see any differences at all. So whatever's causing people to change...it's something else entirely. I was going to go see Io tomorrow to look at the results and maybe run my own tests tomorrow. [ he sounds a little uneasy about that, but just a blip and it's gone immediately after. ]
The scheduling thing is what freaks me out a little. Like it's good to know when to expect certain things, but why? It makes it harder to know when the changes really start, too. Like...do things trigger only on Thursday night? Sheba told me she had been feeling angry--well. Both of them were. But that it got worse during that time period before things happened. Iiii couldn't really get an answer out of Shouxue, and I didn't wanna push her when I got the feeling she just wanted this to be over.
[ and he respected that. still... ]
Scien and Eunhyuk had things that they wanted, or things they were angry about. Some of us think that whatever this thing is is preying on the anger and the desires of people that they're keeping hidden. So I'm wondering if things are more obvious to this thing and it decides who to possess or whatever because of it. Like how Scien and Dahut were asking for blood to study right before Scien was possessed to take Dahut's heart.
But it's speculation, too. All we really know is there are certain forces we can't get out of, and Nut & Bolt is responsible for this and caring less about what happens to us or the senior crew. [ and despite talking this through rationally...he's freaked out! why are they are on a murder ship with no answers! ahhhhhhh!!!! ]
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...I spoke with some of the crew, actually. I've been working under the idea that maybe it was the nanites that were doing this, but a few of them tested their own on Thursday and didn't see any differences at all. So whatever's causing people to change...it's something else entirely. I was going to go see Io tomorrow to look at the results and maybe run my own tests tomorrow. [ he sounds a little uneasy about that, but just a blip and it's gone immediately after. ]
The scheduling thing is what freaks me out a little. Like it's good to know when to expect certain things, but why? It makes it harder to know when the changes really start, too. Like...do things trigger only on Thursday night? Sheba told me she had been feeling angry--well. Both of them were. But that it got worse during that time period before things happened. Iiii couldn't really get an answer out of Shouxue, and I didn't wanna push her when I got the feeling she just wanted this to be over.
[ and he respected that. still... ]
Scien and Eunhyuk had things that they wanted, or things they were angry about. Some of us think that whatever this thing is is preying on the anger and the desires of people that they're keeping hidden. So I'm wondering if things are more obvious to this thing and it decides who to possess or whatever because of it. Like how Scien and Dahut were asking for blood to study right before Scien was possessed to take Dahut's heart.
But it's speculation, too. All we really know is there are certain forces we can't get out of, and Nut & Bolt is responsible for this and caring less about what happens to us or the senior crew. [ and despite talking this through rationally...he's freaked out! why are they are on a murder ship with no answers! ahhhhhhh!!!! ]