[ he plans to, thanks. isn't it nice to actually have a choice?
...this is a pattern shoma recognizes. he gets caught up in solving something, or finding an answer, and it leads him to someone or something. they offer him something he didn't even know he was looking for at the time, something that might help change his situation and how he feels about so many things, and he starts down the path of wanting to listen to that person, learn from them, and chase after that goal.
he'd pulled himself out of it the first time, for the most part. every now and then he finds his brain drifting back to that old ideology that he left behind when the world became too much. this time, he wonders how far this path will take him. he finds himself wanting scien to tell him these things, and he finds he has a lot of questions he wants to pick apart, rearrange, and put back together for an answer.
it's half the reason he doesn't just walk away now when he could take this as a dismissal. ]
That's closer, I think. [ he considers this. ] What would you call changing something from something already created?
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...this is a pattern shoma recognizes. he gets caught up in solving something, or finding an answer, and it leads him to someone or something. they offer him something he didn't even know he was looking for at the time, something that might help change his situation and how he feels about so many things, and he starts down the path of wanting to listen to that person, learn from them, and chase after that goal.
he'd pulled himself out of it the first time, for the most part. every now and then he finds his brain drifting back to that old ideology that he left behind when the world became too much. this time, he wonders how far this path will take him. he finds himself wanting scien to tell him these things, and he finds he has a lot of questions he wants to pick apart, rearrange, and put back together for an answer.
it's half the reason he doesn't just walk away now when he could take this as a dismissal. ]
That's closer, I think. [ he considers this. ] What would you call changing something from something already created?